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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I am lost .. somewhere i am lost! God pls guide me Lead me to what to do How to live like you lived and how to be your instrument
i am blank out zone off.. not coz i am tired. coz i am in tears. I am scared. Scared of loosing my love one. I just returned from hospital. Uncle was gasping for breath with each breath it gets harder and more painful God be there with him when you take him from here. I will miss him for all he's done. When i held his hand just now i prayed over him. In tongues and god grant me the healing i needed for him.

PS: I wan to say thanks to Taqi. It was not for you I wouldn't b in TTSH so fast. When i met uncle he's in a still stage.. eyes staring straight at me but no reaction and when i left his side he closed his eyes

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

looking at the past it hurts! Looking to the future of uncertainty I dono Where do I go Why are all questions which i am searching for unknown ? I wan to care for you but i dono how ! I Dono what i do is it right or wrong My friends keep telling me to care no matter what the situations I am in now but how? Show me if you really care. Don leave me all alone I'll be scared.

Monday, May 25, 2009

School has been fun this few days.. times are busy but the company is great! thanks taqi, ismail n crey for the wonderful company. without you guys I'll be bored. Script script script what am i suppose to do? I think and ask question and write I just want to do the best .. is my best not enough? Teach me let me learn don thrown me down I wanna grow

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

feels great to b up here !! back at my seat!! honestly feel bad imposing on people.. but it was great company ! today last lesson for MLP this year !! gosh i am so gonna miss my sec 2s Express! sometimes i just wonder why am i in such a cross road.. i dono where to walk.. friends are doing any help.. work is pack to core! gosh and muy application all rejected.. what the hack am i to do?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I don like to be alone without all my friends and family. I so miss alot of you all Things seem so different now Everyone of us seem to be caught up in work or school should meet up one of these days

NYP , SJC , IHMbabes , IHM TOL. John n Andrew , all of you I so miss you all

Just finish rehearsal for music; it need loads of practice but i know one thing they are doing their best .. i nv question their talents and skills .. just prob need to jam more tgt.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Went out today the whole day i am out.. gosh broke record.. I have been out since 8 am Went for Sayadi's wedding & enjoyed myself .. the colours matched really well and i like the feel of it.. very morden and good .. Whao today photo taking spree man!! Just got a new D90 and Ismail Taqi n me exploring how to use it.. Found wireless and then later played with it talking to gabriel. I had a lot of fun today when i went rehearsal too. Hey being producer not an easy job .. coordinate alot of things. I so need support from my friends. lights, sound, photography, drama, music, choir, costumes, makeup, props. --> every wondered why I am placed here ? but i know one thing I can and i will overcome it. No matter how tough it is gonna be I know I will Dears pls give me support. I need you all ..my darlings, I miss those times we had but I m happy that you are all back to be there for me n help out

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to John Boy
Happy birthday to you

Dearest kor you have always been there for me and on this day may you enjoy the love and presence from all around you not sure if we will meet anytime soon. but truely i miss you alot .. Work is stretching us thin!!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

had a wonderful time in school today I really find a reason to be in the school. in fact 1 is not enough i have so much attachment in here. I enjoy the family here ! I am so gonna miss all this Thanks bros for being there for me to chat n company when i needed someone there for me in school. A shoulder to lean on a hand to pull me up when i needed support

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

everyone is so frantic over the H1N1 virus. Hey guys please be careful esp for those who work v closely to patients. Anyways today was kinda a funny day .. met my friend at Taqi hmm chat and talked about some stuff It is totally random and out of the box.. ask him some personal things and well told him about what happened to me for the pass 2 weeks and when he gave me that shocked faced I was kinda shocked too. :) Thanks for being there to cheer me up in school

Happy birthday Augustine Boy!!

Friday, May 01, 2009

just came back from the wake of Alvin's Mum. Didnt get to talk much to him .. Kinda bothering me of what kind of sister I am .. Whatever my brothers are going through now I can't help at all.. I so miss those days when I was younger and I could spend more time with you all seriously if i could turn back time I would just say .. My most memorable times are growing up with you all. but too bad I am working now