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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Just returned home .. was catching up with Carmen ! whao hey long since we did tt .. oh i mean like its been a week though haa pls tc of your leggie. still wanna go out shopping wih you though

well thought about a verse i read from matthew 14:22

Then he made the disciples get into the boat and precede him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds. After doing so, he went up on the mountain by himself to pray. When it was evening he was there alone. Meanwhile the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves, for the wind was against it.
During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them, walking on the sea.
When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. "It is a ghost," they said, and they cried out in fear. At once Jesus spoke to them, "Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid." Peter said to him in reply, "Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water." He said, "Come." Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how (strong) the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?" After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, "Truly, you are the Son of God."


Well in life we are like the little boat traveling in the sea.. the Sea is our problems our worries. At times these waves are calm and at times they can b stormy. Well when we really take the step to walk into the waters to face the storm and set our eyes fixed on him is when we will not faulter. HE is our light the one who will guide us through our problems; the light house that every struggling boat look for in the storm.

Why then did he choose to let us walk on waters alone, he nv left us alone. he was always there to hold our hands . it is whether we choose to hold his hand and walk or focus and turn our eyes on him to walk in his direction.

Friday, September 26, 2008

alamak today ar.. whao .. caught in the rain .. GOD poured down his blessing on us man !!
hmm anyone got caught in the rain .. hmm yeah it has to be me. hahah !! lucky my baby was not caught in the rain. i tell you i was soaking wet la .. man !! i so do not like the sound of rain when i am all dressed up for school .. haha!! never mind it is ok .. got a bath and now i am fresher to work but still ZZZzzz feel like tt too so comfy ma. legs so clean couch so tempting !!! haha anyone would wanna sleep man !!

hai been working since GOD knows when this morning till now.. resting my butt for a few mins and off i will be with a survey for the sec 5 hmm our oldest boys in school.. hahah!! 

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Am i ready? Are you ready ? Ready for what ?
Well just now was attending a mass by Fr Luke, 
He is someone whom i would just enjoy listening to his sermons. 
Well he mentioned that many of the people out there are searching 
Searching for who he really is 
The bread and wine we part take at mass is really him 
something really struck me just now while looking straight at the eucharist, 
If cults and devil worshippers pay hundreds of dollars to just get hold of 1 consecrated host , why are people out there still not believing that he is the risen lord. Especially those who just come to church for fun and play and be sunday church goers. 
The things these cults do to the host are beyond imaginations as they believe that he is the one present in the holy eucharist, why are some of us just being worse than them. 
These was something which ran through my head as i was looking at him. I so miss HIM and HIS hugs, his company and his love. 
IT has been a while since i really push aside the hustle and bustle of the world to just be with myself n HIM. 

Well as i end my blog today i just wanna tell all you out there, there is this GOD that loves you alot even if the world abandons you , you still have him . Where is he. take your hand place it on your chest. He is in there .. SEARCH !
whao crazy mad day for me today!!
morning come school 6am 
set up lab.
run 2 labs at 1 time 
and later running around the whole school doing filming .. whao this is mad man!!!
gosh !! but i like it .. get to meet all my little devils again !!!


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hmm me going to go mad soon man !!! nothing to do.. super de uperly relax !! omg,.. sigh i am super bored hmm nevermind i go look at my facebook and many things to play online.. sigh occupy my time.. hmm how have you all been . 

Syl was thinking of what you said of sunday! truely miss those times we had together.. running around and well now see you have grown up too .. into a pretty babe. hope everything is fine for you ! do tc hor !! smile!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

ADDICTED

oh my i am so darn addicted to writing composition and compre. hahah miss those days man !!
guess what recently i am also addicted to 1 more thing 
the biscuit my school provide.. it is super de duper nice la. hahah .. well i so miss it when it ends and when our lounge have no more such stuff

hmm thinking again 12 tins of biscuits .. whao i am so spoilt for choices. I love this place it is making me gain my weight and lose my waist

Monday, September 22, 2008

MAMA MIA!
Thank you dear for bringing me for this show. 
Gosh ! it has been long since i watched a movie. 
It has also been long since i recap my retro me .. 
I so love the songs inside.. wanna get the CD OST 

Well after watching we went shopping .. bought moo3y! 
he is super cute la can!! 
hmm if got time i take pic of him and post it up 

Saturday, September 20, 2008

whao i am slogging my exam.. tired but enjoying my life.. my friends thanks for being there for me

Thursday, September 18, 2008

hmm came back just only ,,.. had loads of fun ..went out with carmen chill out .. well catch up with her. Told her some stuff.. not even my parents and you people know.. only her ... too bad people ..

Monday, September 15, 2008

Whao me very sian already .. exam coming around the corner. do hope i can do well.. working my ass off.. work and study at the same time is never easy.. sigh !!! anyways thanks to all my friends they have been giving me alot of support and i am alright now. piling myself with loads of work and loads of things to do .. in school and at home

thank you my dear ones for being by me all these while

Sunday, September 07, 2008

It has indeed been a wonderful and fun weekend.. omg i think this weekend i had so much fun .. didnt feel this way for a long time
Especially today
Why ?
Hey it is my darling korkor's wedding
Kor! you now are a husband already must learn to ove your family more ok ?
And must always tahan your wife le!
Oh and mei here wish you a wonderful and blissful marriage.
Hey you faster have bb and then i can have another niece already !
This is a letter to you .. not sure if you would ever read it

Kor,
All these years you have always looked out for me and loved me
from clubbing when you would fetch me home when i just turned 18
walk me up and gave me a earful
but i know you do care for me.
Always watching out for me whenever i am out
From young you played with our neighbours you took care of all of us, you being our big bro
All these i thank you and i will never forget your care for me
The countless sleepless nights you had for me when my comp crash , and chill out night to "lim kopi"
Kor now that you have another person in your life do not forget to love her just as much or even more .. I believe she will be just the right person for you .
You know just now as i see you walk down the aisle with her, my heart was just so happy for you. My KOR finally grown up ready to start a family.
Kor, must be happy k in what ever you do. I wil always love you ..

Mei!!

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Wha today super ubper shag!! went running around Novena. but this time i am not the one who is planning . must have succession plan right.. well i would say they did a pretty decent plan it is alright hiccupps always happen but learn from it girls.. you all are great!!! i enjoyed it too though ..

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Glad you feelin better.
Started my thinking this few days,
Took a step back and thought about somethings that happened
Well i guess i am enlightened.

1st things 1st.. don forget i am a wild weed, I cannot be pluck out nor can you destroy me. Only HE has the power to do so.
I will survive through the storm. Coz you know why.. HE is with me.
So Satan and all you people who try to block my vision from HIM .. get behind me.

2nd thing.. I accept your answer to me. Thanks for telling it to me but I have my piece of mind to say so please pardon my longwindedness. I am not asking you to change your answer or decision .

Why do you not dare to tell me all the things they said..?
a) coz it was not your decision . it was instigated by them ?
b) you still care for me that you do not want to tell me. I know you care coz i can feel it
Half the time you act strong to put on a front so people think you are strong.
How can I tell , Sis I read you like a book.

Why are all these people telling me to stay away from you? Who are they? Why is it time and time again people are standing btw us telling us to stay away and pulling us apart? There must be something about us that cannot be separated n that they feel inferior about. Isn't it?
Come on man ! the person ask me stay away from you let you mix with your own group of friends. hmm then shouldnt they too stay away too.. as long as you are older or younger do not mix with them must be your age one you know . (haha lol)

You know that day sitting at the table, they blammed everything unto me
1) you doing bad , grades flung
2) Smoke
3) Drinking
4) Depressed
Was told to stay away from you . coz i am the cause of it. . Girl do you realli think i am the cause of this? your CHOICE my dear CHOICE.

Why are they telling me all these stuff when they barely know me?
A matured adult would not or should i say NEVER say such stuff to a complete stranger without even knowing how he or she feels. Throughout the conversation I can tell that person barely knows us and what went on in our lives and what more about what i went through .
so my question to you .. is the person who talked to me matured? what more your so called youth leader.. !
So that person then trying to get into the good shoes of you ? or your love ones..? or for $$ ?

I know you . i know you listen to people What more you listen to people coz they are of higher authority / status. I dont blame you coz you are young. .. I know you want to get the love care and concern from the people around. You love to be loved but you have to think for yourself. Is this what you really want for yourself ?

Too much to comprehend girl. It is ok . think it through slowly. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak , It means you are strong enough to let go.
I will not give up our friendship never. Sorry guess you failed or your so called friends failed to push me away. BUT i will let you go your path. Will stand from afar and watch you grow.

To end off.. True Love prevails, When all things are wiped away just know that i will be standing there for you .

Love you always
Sis

Monday, September 01, 2008

it s the time of the year where educators get a day of rest and day of fun . Well wishes to one and all who takes courage to educate the young and show them the way to life.

Whao what a wonderful TEACHERS DAY i had/ am having man !
Thank you bro for being by my side.
I know you tried you vey best to cheer me up
I appreciate it.
The company was great the time spent was good
Hmm . i cannot ask for more and what more for you to be by my side when i needed someone.
I am so sorry you have to go through all these trouble with me
I didnt mean to bother you so much
Thank you for your company
Seriously , I didnt know what to do if you were not there.
Thanks for all the advices i got from you
YOU ROCK ! Thank you ! Love you !

in 2 days i did things i always wanted to do but i didnt do
Played b ball ABC
Played pool
Shopping
Just being out with people who appreciate me.