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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

well this whole week my sis not coming to school me not happy,... i think the school is quere in its punishment!

aiyo don wan say much
just mei ! i miss you !

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

My sister in SKIRT!!!! Whao !!! Happy Valentines Day babe
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

For God so lo V ed the world,

That He g A ve

his onL y

Begott E n

SoN

T hat whosoever

Believeth I n Him

Should N ot perish,

but have E verlasting life."

John 3:16
ne Flaw In Women

By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything
with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."

But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough.
You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?" asked the angel.

The Lord replied,
"Not only will she be able to think,
she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something,
and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak", the Lord corrected,
"that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,
her loneliness, her grief and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord.
You thought of everything!
Woman is truly amazing."

And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness,
love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

HEarts on Fire Rally



babes

Funky dude

Daniel & Chipmunk

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Group Pictures of those who went for mass

Refugeee eating base

more to join us!! YEah!
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Cam Whoreing in Toilet !!! Piang

Sasa

My Most Beloved sisters! i'll nv leave you

Maine Maine
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Daniel and his Babies


Me and My darling babies
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Our God is our Lord or Lords - Praise and Worship

Archbishop Nicholas Chia

Worship Leader

Worship Leaders and Choir
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Prayer after Rally ended

Blessed Sacrament

Laying of Hands
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Sunday, February 03, 2008

was a great time i got home around 1am
i tell you i am super exhausted
i dono .. mentalli physically and emotionalli
i could barely move on

today started off badly but things ended realli good
i enjoyed it
so so much

when this day started i woke up late
parents complain why i wake up late
than later reach church mei came super earli
i felt realli bad coz she come and she is going to sit downstairs i know her
and she would say that she don mind
than later on i heard tt there is a meeting
i nearli fainted
omg ! what will she be doing
how is going to spend her time
she not going RCIY
sigh !

later during the meeting i think and think and later she sent me another sms that she at mass
i was like
sigh ! where am i when she needed me
after meeting i just left
i went downstairs
i went into adoration
i just boke down
i dono what to do
what is happening to me
my life, my work, friends and even family
i tot i had it all
i tot i had everything
but now things are changing
my love ones leaving
my dear is busy with school
my sisters are neglected by me
my brothers facing relationship prob
i donoo
i could not do anything
i could not
i just lifted it all up to him
the one i trust most
the one who helped me
i sat ther for 45 mins
just writing and telling him how i felt
i came out saw mei
realli hoped she was alright
hope to see a smile on a face
but i turned its not a smile of hers
i just got sad
well i dono why i was very persistant to ask her to go for tonights event
but just dono the reason
when we went eat at KFC she was busy with her work
my psp died on me
sigh !! i would say bad day
mei said se cant go so i went along myself
when i saw alvin
i dono why i just felt like hugging him and telling him
brother! everything is gonna be alright!
we took a cab but my meis cab got lost haha!!
but at least they are safe
you know when they say they lost my heart stoped lor!
nothing can happen to you al
JOSHUA, MATTHEW, TESSA, CHARMAINE, PAUL, DANIEL, ALVIN & all whom i hold dear

later went all drench to CJC
found it was an trivasity mass and event
omg !
but had fun coz i have my sister with me
the mass was good
well i know one thing is for suure i had loads of fun with everyone there
went for the PNW
sitting there and thinking
i found the reason
it is the holy spirit who persisted me , the GOd who guided me gave me perserverance to ask mei to come
well
MEi ! i know you miss your past church alot
you so much want to feel the same way too
i just hope this was somewhat similar
we have praise and workshipbut we also have the EUHARISTIC CELEBRATION --> mass
yesh ! i do love you
i am sorry if i had hurt you today !
i am sorry

to the rest : who were there
i love you all alot
you are my love and i will be there for you
i am sorry caring for you may hurt you all sometimes
but i do love you all and would not want to see you hurt neither do i wan to hurt you !
dears i am there for you
no matter what it is i'll run this race with you
no matter how ahrd it is
i will go on
i will perservere on ! you cant walk i'll carry you pull you
you wanna give up i'll cheer you on
if you need someone to talk to i'm just a call away!

Alvin
brother i may not have known you as long as i known daniel but i am always there for you
if you need a friend, a ear, a girl to talk to . i know you are going through a lot
but what is meant to hapen will happend!

Josh & MAtthew
hey brothers ! sometimes we squabble some times we argue etc
but well tat is what siblings do
well no matter what i am always there for you both
movies, arcade, anytime anywhere just call and i wll b there
if i do not have clubbing tt night or meetings !!! i will be there!


Daniel
My brother i'll always be by you
holdyou close and i am there
i know i am not the 1st person you talk to
but well it is alright i guess
you have your preference
but know i am there by you all the time
time flies
soon you will be going into NS
you ask me will i miss you. i will
i will miss you alot
YOu were always there for me
when i needed a listening ear
Cheer me on too when i fell
same way i will b there for you

Charmaine & Tessa
my beloved sisters
you both realli mean alot to me
both of you are the sisters i'll always be there and love you all
(have i toldyou , i always wanted a sister ---> and a sister like you 2)
so ! no matter what you goig through
i will be there for you !
i will hold you close
don ever let go
I had a fun time with my mei today ! i went to school
got so piss with school i stomped out of school
went with mei to heartland mall
we sat at macs
than we went order food
she followed me a while in the queue trying as usual to sharf money to me
as usual i rejected

dear mei
$ is not all tt matters
i know you don have $
it is as long as you are happy
i don mind it
there will always be another time you can buy for me
i want you to be happy
i wan see tt smile which i missed on your face

later i queue and i saw someone bought a happy meal for her child
i tot to myself
she would like it i guess
ordered food for her
HAPPY MEAL!
haha
i tell you the smile on her face was so priceless
omg
she was so cute
i just wan to and long to see tt smile on her face for so long!
tt little girl playing with toys
and eating happy meal

mei,
you told me once you nv had hapy childhood
nv had fun before
from now on
i'll give you back what you have lost
i'll try my best to make you happy
be tt little girl you always wanted to be
i'll try my very best to love you
i cant be your real sister
but i can still love you
take care of you for as long as i live

later went on to do work
too my newspaper wanted to read
but instead help mei mei with her work
she super cute la
we did i movie together
i love it
esp when she gave me a big hug and said "thank you"

mei,
last time when i know you "thank u" is something you will nv say
"Please!" is also not a word you hold close to your lips
but now i see you grow
i see you mature
dear you have more to learn but you are growing , do you know
to a girl who knows manners, who cares and love others just as God and Jie loves you
i like it
i like the tight hugs you give when you so appreciate what i have done for you
i miss it
i miss every single time you were there by my side
u'll always b my belved sister..

later we went off our separate ways i went for rehearsals
i did what i had to do!
well it went very well
things starting to turn out well
i like it
i enjoyed it
it was fun
Talked to Br Alphonsus!
you not bad eh! Steady man!
i like his character
he'll make a good priest !

Friday, February 01, 2008

Are you Jesus?

A group of salesmen went to a regional sales convention in Chicago. They had assured their wives that they would be home in plenty of time for Friday night's dinner. In their rush, with tickets and briefcases, one of these salesmen inadvertently kicked over a table which held a display of apples. Apples flew everywhere. Without stopping or looking back, they all managed to reach the plane in time for their nearly missed boarding.

ALL BUT ONE !!! He paused, took a deep breath, got in touch with his feelings, and experienced a twinge of compassion for the girl whose apple stand had been overturned.
He told his buddies to go on without him, waved good-bye, told one of them to call his wife when they arrived at their home destination and explain his taking a later flight. Then he returned to the terminal where the apples were all over the terminal floor.
He was glad he did.

The 16-year-old girl was totally blind! She was softly crying, tears running down her cheeks in frustration, and at the same time helplessly groping for her spilled produce as the crowd s whirled about her, no one stopping and no one to care fo r her plight.
The salesman knelt on the floor with her, gathered up the apples, put them back on the table and helped organize her display. As he did this, he noticed that many of them had become battered and bruised; these he set aside in another basket.
When he had finished, he pulled out his wallet and said to the girl, 'Here, please take this $40 for the damage we did. Are you okay?' She nodded through her tears.. He continued on with, 'I hope we didn't spoil your day too badly.'

As the salesman started to walk away, the bewildered blind girl called out to him, 'Mister. ...' He paused and turned to look back into those blind eyes. She continued, 'Are you Jesus?'
He stopped in mid-stride, and he wondered. Then slowly he made his way to catch the later flight with that question burning and bouncing about in his soul: 'Are you Jesus?' Do people mistake you for Jesus? That's our destiny, is it not? To be so much like Jesus that people cannot tell the difference as we live and interact with a world that is blind to His love, life and grace.
If we claim to know Him, we should live, walk and act as He would. Knowing Him is more than simply quoting Scripture and going to church. It's actually living the Word as life unfolds day to day.

You are the apple of His eye even though we, too, have been bruised by a fall. He stopped what He was doing and picked you and me up on a hill called Calvary and paid in full for our damaged fruit.

Please share this, if you feel led to do so. Sometimes we just take things for granted, when we really need to be sharing what we know...Thanks