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Thursday, December 30, 2004

mavis n me!! well look at he nice sweet smile Posted by Hello

the 4 masketeers!!! they r my brothers SJI friends.. whao 8 yrs...  Posted by Hello

not all my nephew and nieces.. the one in red shirt is my god sun.. boy is he big now Posted by Hello

my pretty cousins.. yolanda and june Posted by Hello

Saturday, December 25, 2004

hey hey i am taking some time to blog .. well i had a nice christmas of coz i won't wanna start listing down what i had coz i know if that happend this blog will go and you all will sure be so sian .. well all i had i love it.. anyways i wanna say i had a lot of fun . on christmas day i know it started badly with my mum scolding me but then when the car came home i took it out for a spin not realli but to pick paul to his aunt house. i am sososo happy i know it is so redundant for me to just take my car out for a spin but i just wanted to do it for paul.. just for him i would do anything he means so much to me i just cant tell you how much ..

well yesh later came back at ard 3pm i went to fetch him this time alone with the car.. (SSHHH) i drove and w/in 10 mins i am already at gardens there ready to pick him and he was there we needed to buy ice we went the gardens don have and then later to AMK and later to his house coz he wanted to put his chicken and all yesh so i went there with him and then we bought tons of ice.. you see other 7 /11 say don have but his house condor have alot sia tons i just can pick a few and yeah of coz more ex lah !! than later send him to my house where we stayed the whole day there.. we ate tok and all he met my aunts my cousin and i had so much fun just being with him at my side.. but someone tore my heart up all the styrophome droped on the floor i was soso mad that i took the car out to spin and then later came back better... i took the gelato ice cream.. ask anyone it is realli nice to taste wonderfull splendid.. !!! well i am so proud of my dear too you know i feel that he is so capable of such good grades.. i am so happy sometimes the school where he came from just makes me feel so proud of him !!! :)

i enjoyed my christmas i hope you do too.. well hmm i will get to you all again see you goodnight !!
merry Christmas everyone.. now i ti slike so late in the morning n i am stil awake.. well i had a nice christmas eve.. well but not just now..anyways let me start with the happy things.. i went to bishan in the afternoon around 12 like that .. than later i met paul there we're suppose to watch a movie "ocean 12" but hey you know what when i was there i was like what the **** were they talking abthalf the show i donno what was it abt.. i expected it to be ve nice.. but okie onli.. (2 popcorns onli) anyways we had cafe cartel.. he paid for it..we had food such as ribs and waffles.. whao it is splendid.. i enjoyed my lunch.. well he bought a lot of things for me.. realli a lot.. i dunno i think and see for myself i think he realli spent a lot for me.. he bought an OP bag a PM figurine and also what was the best was he handmade the stars in a bottle for me.. i liked it sosososososososo much.. i shall take a photo of it and show u all it is so so sweet anyways yes then later we went for movie.. like i said i didn't understand it much .. yeah later aft the movie paul sent me home then i realise i am suppose to be at my grandma house by 5 .. shit man i am leaving home at 4:30 and have to send paul back .. well i am so shit .. i speed all the way to her house.. shhh don tell my mum.. yep.. than later sent grandma to church .. than i was at thomson.. loitering a while before going home..later that night AB came over.. hahas he joker.. one min in orchard 15 mins later he is 10 mins away from my house.. what the POWER man this guy.. we had dinner together .. chat chat wit him.. hmm he did something wrong .. very very wrong .. but well it is all over and so i am okie .. but hey don ever do it to other girls.. guess i know he was joking when it all happen .. yesh !! he look so soso nice in his jeans.. than we called syl and talk to her. yeah ! later i went to church mum pick me up .. from home send me there.. he took a bus home..

later that day i went for mass and then njoyed the times taking photo with all my dears and darlings.. ( alvin / former BHSU people) i enjoyed all the time with you people.. you are great and you rock a zillion times.. thanks for all your prazzie.. you know their cards are all the best ones i have gotten so so far.. well passed present to alvin and ask him to open he jumped sky high !!! he was soso happy.. got him a Quiksilver tshirt .. hhaaz he wanted it all along.. i tried to look for something affordable.. so here it is !!! well anyways yep..

yep later i went home and called paul and then we started our tiff.. i am so sad .. i told him i have driffed with him. i have had a lot of fee time. and i have spend it with all my friends and i have little time with him.. he is so busy he leaves everyday so late.. but sigh i am so sad.. ralli it hurts deep down to feel this shit thing .. i don wanna to. i wnat that feeling back.. the feeling when he use to sms me all the time with all the words with honey sprinkle all over it .. i miss it !! and all those times when i just cant wait for him to come home so i can talk to him on how i fell i miss all this i realli do.. i somehow am drifting from him.. i don want this..i don want.. i need his help but he jus said he is trying i donno i feel so so sad.. i am down it is already 5 in the mornig i am still up .. i shall stop now ..gotta get up early.. well you take care.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Friday, December 24, 2004

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dr angela the mummmy who looks aft me all the time such a dear to me !! i like taking with her Posted by Hello

my siao mei.. so sweet little girl.. he skirt getting shortter too eheheh Posted by Hello

onli half of the brothers that i have what happen to the rest  Posted by Hello

well i like this.. gerald and paul looks big.. why are we girls so small Posted by Hello

the 3 girls.. i still love this photo Posted by Hello

paul and me!!!hmm show you all something else later see if i have the time to  Posted by Hello

mitch why did she come with the hat man !! but she is forever my chio bu Posted by Hello

look at all the princesses !! oh man marie is so pretty  Posted by Hello

look at this guy!! sigh COLIN JUNIOR !!! since when did he become so whooohooo Posted by Hello

Whao so love this photo oh man hell nice i like it a lot !! syl are we photogenic or what./... before you all laugh take a look at it 1st than say if it nice or not Posted by Hello

i took with andre.. yesh it is a long time since this happened i donno if it was nice but to me i realli hope this friend will always b my friend ALWAYS!! Posted by Hello

well hmmm this guy i just wonder why he is so funny hmm this christmas i got him something i hope he will like Posted by Hello

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

of coz my dear little brother i am missing those piggy back rides Posted by Hello

me and GK!!! come to think of it we look pretty don we Posted by Hello

me and Tiffany .. she is so nice she stayed by the fire all day !!! such a dear Posted by Hello

when syl just cut her hairnot long this was at the BBQ Posted by Hello

Sunday, December 19, 2004

i was at Desaru on my way to KL to buy the food for the BBQ Posted by Hello

Friday, December 17, 2004

Turkey In The Straw

As I was a-goin' down the road,
With a tired team and a heavy load,
I crack'd my whip and the leader sprung,
I says day-day to the wagon tongue.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw.

Went out to milk, and I didn't know how,
I milked the goat instead of the cow.
A monkey sittin' on a pile of straw,
A-winkin' at his mother-in-law.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw.

Met Mr. Catfish comin' down stream.
Says Mr. Catfish, "What does you mean?"
Caught Mr. Catfish by the snout,
And turned Mr. Catfish wrong side out.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw.

Came to a river and I couldn't get across,
Paid five dollars for a blind old hoss;
Wouldn't go ahead, nor he wouldn't stand still,
So he went up and down like an old saw mill.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw.

As I came down the new cut road,
Met Mr. Bullfrog, met Miss Toad
And every time Miss Toad would sing,
Old Bullfrog cut a pigeon wing.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw.

Oh I jumped in the seat and I gave a little yell
The horses ran away, broke the wagon all to h---
Sugar in the gourd and honey in the horn
I never been so happy since the day I was born.
Turkey in the straw, turkey in the hay,
Roll 'em up and twist 'em up a high tuckahaw
And twist 'em up a tune called Turkey in the Straw

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

well look at the time on my clock it is not early .. well just came online to get my bloggie done.. hope you guys like this one i sure do .. done just by me.. i like it a lot.. !.. er.. hey today he on leave he is bringing me to see movie and all.. so hey i better be off.. now i think 5 am liaos.. still awake.. oh man !!! okie!!

later than sleep tell you all what happen today.. well i was out the whole day.. i was at GK house.. not all the time.. than later went to look for photo album.. i think of making my cupboard to fill it with all my albums.. i like it.. well than later i went to heartland with GK and Syl and andre.. well i enjoyed most was toking to GK and syl .. it is really long since i have talk to them.. than later syl went home get money than ent heartland.. meet andre.. aft which andre and GK left for mass me and syl stayed behind look for things.. well i found my album.. later walk syl home.. hve been gettingheadache often.. i dunno maybe too long nv drink water.. well anyways i do have fun !!! the whole of today..

later i am here typing as i recalled the fun times i had today also with paul .. well tomolo got tennis at 6-8pm.. i am so gonna have fun.. i also donno how to play!! sigh !! well anyways i miss playing with daddy.. drove paul back that time went to book but all the way mummy keep making noise noise .. sigh sigh!! okie lah!! i better be goig .. i cant stand mummy nagging before she gets up and nag at me for the late sleeping again!! see you guys goodnight

Friday, December 10, 2004

i am off to the camp.. you guys take care.. well i am realli not enjoying myself.. hopefulli the camp would be a revivval for me.. i donno i am really scared i donno what should i say and do for the camp.. i am just hoping for a revival

Thursday, December 09, 2004

yes.. i am feeling all shattered inside.. all hurt and all lost.. i needed a friend all along .. my best friend just walked out on me.. saying his parents scold him.. " why he go home so late.. he donno where his home is and his home is just a bun to him to stay in .. or even a hotel.. " he hurt me he realli did.. well yesh he is home now safely but what abt me.. he wanna please his family but am i nothing to him.. yeah i am nothing .. nothing at all.. i know i am just a little girl who has nothing .. he has a bright future ahead of hi.. well i am so sad.. i just wanna leave this world this place.. i hate myself yes it is my fault i coz all this unto him.. but hey do you know how i feel .. i have a family you have one too.. my family doesnt care fore me as much as yours.. that is what i see... i am hurt by your words.. by what you say .. YES camp/... why even am i there. someone tell me why.. i need to know.. i donno i am all lost hurt and broken inside.. by the one i love by the one who means loads today..

today at the briefing people had prayed over not a single person bothered abt us .. well we need 3 but no one willing to join us.. i am totalli hurt .. is there realli some love ard.. is anyone there who is helping out realli doing coz out of love or friends... i donno i realli donno..is there realli hope in the youths or not... i really donno.. i doubt but i nv doubt my faith coz i know in him i can work miracals but i doubt people i doubt and i don trust anyone.. not now anymore.. don ask me why.. but serach yourself.. how have you treated me.. with the care and concern you have or out of hypocracy

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

well i am now listening FM 93.3 ,... well i am realli moved by all the story they tell.. well i am so amazed by all their love story.. well it was them who helped me through my o level,.. not the love story but there are motivating story.. sigh!! well they help me move on and help me through the down times of my life.. nowadays i have been at home.. every day 1130 am and 11pm they will have all these story.. listen if you all would like to know what i am talking abt..

hey but you know what i am kinda down today... honestly... i had a silent day.. my handphone my life has been silent the whole day .. i walked the whole suntec.. alone.. and not with anyone.. i sms some friends they had their own life.. i was alone.. all by my side,.. just yesterday i had a boyfiend who talks to me sms me and now i am all alone walking down this lane.. well life seems so quiet today .. everything seems so down/.. so bad so quiet.. i realli am lost for adjetives for how i feel.. well i went to look for my mummy present and i was happy spending money but i should be happy but i am not,.. i looked everywhere looking into all comic shops in suntec to look out for his toy.. (gundam toys) i know he would scold me if i bought it.. so i kept it .. i didn't buy.. i keep to my promise.. i didn't buy .. but no i feel so sad... each time i see these toys i would look at my hp.. hoping at one time or another it would ring and sound but no that some one i wish who would fill my life with vibrant did not call not to say sms.. well i would always tell myself yes it is all my fault i cozed all this.. this loneliness is all my fault.. i hate myself for the hurt i am feeling .. i sshould not have quarrelled with him.. i should not have broken down .. i feel so silly.. he must have hated me.. he would have been thinking such a baby i am.. well i would like to say a sincer sorry to him and say once again.. "i love you dear i cant do it without you .. i need you i need you !! "

i also went to develop some photos well it was an adventure the place which i don like to go to turned out to treat me very well.. well they taught me how to develop my pictures and taught me how to do things... i packed my bag for YES camp ready to meet all who are going !!!

Monday, December 06, 2004

An Angel's Kiss

We go through life so often,
Not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
As we travel on our way.

For in your pain and sorrow,
An Angel's Kiss will help you through,
This kiss is very private,
For it is meant for only you.

We never stop to measure,
Anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss.

A kiss that is sent from heaven,
A kiss from up above
A kiss that is very special,
From someone that you love.

So when, your hearts are heavy,
And filled with tears and pain.
And no one can console you,
Remember once again.

About the ones you grieve for,
Because you sadly miss.
And the gentle breeze you took for granted,
Was just an Angel's Kiss.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

I'll Fly Away

Some glad morning when this life is o'er,
I'll fly away.

To a home on God's celestial shore,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory, I'll fly away.

When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

When the shadows of this life have flown,
I'll fly away.

Like a bird thrown, driven by the storm,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory, I'll fly away.
When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

Just a few more weary days and then,
I'll fly away.

To a land where joy shall never end,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory,
I'll fly away.

When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Thanksgiving Blessing

Lord, today I am so truly

thankful for so many things.

You have blessed me in so many ways.

I thank You for the wonderful country

I live in...and for all its many heroes.

I thank You Lord for my wonderful family

and friends. They are my greatest blessing.

Thank You Lord for the creatures you have put

on earth for us all. They teach us so much,

unconditional love, loyalty, and understanding.

I ask You Lord that all who suffer with illness

have this day free from pain.

Thank You Lord for all who have tables filled

with food and someone to share it with.

And for those that have no family or food,

Lord, I ask that You comfort them.

I thank You Lord for the time I had with my

loved ones that have gone on to be with You.

They shall always be loved and greatly missed.

Thank You Lord for allowing me to have love

and understanding in my heart.

It is these many blessings that make my

humble life happy and fulfilled.

Thank You Lord…..Amen

May your Thanksgiving
be blessed with love and peace.

Friday, December 03, 2004

From Butterball Turkey's Hotline

A woman called the turkey hotline to find out how long
it would take to roast her turkey. To answer the question,
the Talk-Line home economist asked how much the
bird weighed. The woman responded,
"I don't know, it's still running around outside."

Home alone, a Kentucky woman was in the doghouse
when she called the Butterball Turkey Talk-Line.
While preparing the turkey, her chihuahua jumped into
the bird's body cavity and couldn't get out. She tried
pulling the dog and shaking the bird, but nothing worked.
She and the dog became more and more distraught.
After calming the woman down, the Talk-Line home
economist suggested carefully cutting the opening in
the cavity of the turkey wider. It worked and Fido was freed!

Roasting a turkey doesn't have to interfere with the
daily routine, so said a retired Floridian. He called
"Turkey Central" for turkey grilling tips while
waiting to tee off from the 14th hole.

Taking turkey preparation an extra step, a Virginian
wondered, "How do you thaw a fresh turkey?"
The Talk-Line staffer explained that fresh turkeys
aren't frozen and don't need to be thawed.

Thanksgiving dinners take eighteen hours to prepare.
They are consumed in twelve minutes.
Half-time takes twelve minutes.
This is not a coincidence

Thursday, December 02, 2004

well it is me writiing again.. well abt how i spend my day today !!! well i was doing my things when GK called for a chat.. well we talked for a while then JErry (louis bro) came online. he ask me to upload photos but stil he cant receive his photo .. haha.. so sad.. well yeah then i went over to geri house.. to chat.. daryl came too,.. whao he has so much comments on the game GK playing and he nearly piss gk off man .. well anyways.. later went home to glue myself to the SIMS and also the TV..

whaos it was a nice show man !!! the showdown b/w taufik n sylvester... well honestly i would support taufik for tonight.. he did well.. honestly.. but i would always stand by syl.. i like him,.. he appeals to me lah!!! he is so interesting fella.. when i watch the show... i was thinking in my head.. i guess none ofthem would ever think of being up on stage singing for such a crowd.. and going so far.. hey to think of it.. taufik is a dark horse man!! he caan realli sing and he did get better and better.. all he needs is practice.. but hey did you all see their eyes .. they were all so tired they can't even open their eyes.. that is the tough part of being a singapore idol.. or even any idol.. they went for all the practice every morning .. and nvv leave till late at night.. just for this performance.. well i guess the gp singing was good.. but i think maia is still as cocky as ever.. and i think lyandra was not bad.. i think she looks stunning tonight...she has a voice that appeals to my ear.... hey but honestly i told myfriends i said syl and oli are the one i would support and be the top 3 standing . true enough.. well my prediction correct right!!!

well enough of all this.. well how have you guys been.. well i do hope all things are fine for you ,,.. sure miss you guys a lot nv blog for such a long time

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

yes this is a nice ne i donno but i found it sweet  Posted by Hello

this is such a sweet photo i like this but it is blur Posted by Hello

paul and me.. he made it aft the 4th saturday !! Posted by Hello